My sleeping schedule is waaaaaaayyy the hell off base of "normal" habits. I'm not content unless I'm staying up until at least 7 AM and even that's early compared to what I've been doing. My schedule probably would've been back to normal, since I stayed up pretty late and got woken up by being bitten my friend. Early in the morning. Was not happy for this.

I finally went home and was basically .. sick. It's not even a cold or a stomach flu, it was a physical feeling like crap kind of thing. Dehydrated, lack of sleep. You name it. It's probably my problem. I'm in the mood to rant, otherwise I wouldn't even go on about it. I'm better now though, after a couple hours passed. It's really been awhile since I've posted in here. After the mood theme I installed, I was all yeaaaaah, I'm gonna write in here! >D But then I didn't. I got unmotivated all over again.

I'm at a stand still right now. The whole wanting to take a year off from school (and it's not even a WHOLE year) thing. Until Spring. I've gotta look for a job soon... or go to my Dad's for a month or so. I'm getting really sick of his drunken instant messages, rambling about "boo hoo, poor me" when he basically drove people away, so it's his fault for his own predicament.

I know he's trying to change and I know there's nothing else to do in small towns (pretty much) but drink. And it's not even the drinking that bugs me. He can drink a fucking river of liquor for all I care. It's the constant "I'm sorry" and "I'm drunk" and "I waste my money on strippers and beer" that makes me want to stab him. I'm his daughter not his friend and some of the shit he tells me crosses some lines.

And he now he's starting up with his: "Your Mom had you for damn near 18 years of your life, you could come spend a year (AT LEAST) with me." He and I are so much alike, two weeks is the max amount of time I can spend with him (hell, anyone on a non-stop schedule) without being annoyed. CRY MOAR, RIGHT? ;p Not like anyone reads this shit anyway.

...Babylon AD... fucking lame movie. I do not reccommend. It had its moments, as do most movies, but just no. I guess I can't say I was let down, cause I hadn't wanted to see it in the first place. I only went with a friend because she wanted me to. Yeaaaah. Well, there's more I could ramble about, but .. it's on a more personal level and what'd be the point in that? :o EXACTLY.

Guess that's it, for now. Until I spam with another update or... fanfic / fiction.

I totally have a new reason to update every day.

....why, yes. It does have to do with the sam winchester mood theme I snagged from all_at_once. :D

I never have anything to write about but I shall think of something. 

Happy kat is happy. 

Title: Halloween
Author: not_a_total_sap
'Verse: Beneath the Docks [original!verse]
Claim/Characters/Pairing: Trevor/Jake
Rating: PG-13, maybe even borderline R for language.
Warnings: Boykissing.
Disclaimer: Jake doesn't belong to me but I've got permission to use him. ;]
Summary: Trevor's waiting for Jake so they can get their Halloween going.
Table/Prompt: Horror/Vampire

Title: I Don't Care
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing(s): Akuroku. Maybe hinted at others.
Type: Oneshot, songfic, separated in segments.
Rating: Mature ... for language, I'm guessing.

 

 

( he sticks his tongue out @ you in mockery. )

was Title: Remember Me
Author: not_a_total_sap 
Series: Kingdom Hearts II
Pairing: Akuroku
Summary: Axel wants Roxas to remember him.
Progress: It's very much not done. And I'm not sure if I like it. SO continuing it or not is a question mark. It was supposed to be a oneshot. >>

( It's not rape if you yell surprise first. :) )

Title: Witness Protection Program
Author:

not_a_total_sap   
Rating: M. Possibly higher.
Series: Kingdom Hearts
Pairings: Akuroku, Soriku. (Possibly Kairi/Selphie)
Summary: AU. Roxas and Sora are brothers and life doesn't exactly go the way they planned, so they end up in the Witness Protection Program obviously due to something they witnessed. Its their attempt at starting things over with a better outlook. Their neighbors are Riku and Axel and whether or not that's a good thing is a bit debatable.
Word Count: 461